Where is August?

I seemed to have missed August. Went to many doctors, scheduled surgery got diagnosed with RA. Argh.

So today I am not feeling bad. I didn't have any tremors or nervous jitters. Well, at least ones that bothered me. My hands ache a little but in general I feel pretty good. Then comes Friday and I have to take that dreaded methotrexate.

There has got to be better medication than this. At least it is only once a week.

Is it normal to feel disinterested in things like work, life etc ?